feelin like grouching

checkin the flashdisk vidy gave me and this is what i found, old pictures of me , when i still have my longer hair. it's funny to notice that it's almost the final test . which means it's about time to leave the 10th grade . then i'll finish my senior year , and goes to the college , i have to work , and yea i grow old . i don't wanna grow up . whenever people asks me "what major would you take later ?" . i die a little bit inside . i mean like , what if i fail ? fail to be a person , fail to be a daughter . i want to make my parents proud , i want to be successful . it's just so hard and painful for me to think about future . i don't want to grow up .

her hair was shorter that time , and now her hair is longer than mine alr ):

ooh , how i miss my long hair ):

personally , i like my longer hair better

but due to the tenuity and the breakage of my hair i should cut it shorter ):
and now i'm trying to make my hair you know , preferable and thicker .
i wanted to have Pia Mia's hair . hair does change how a person look .
looking at the mirror and wonder , when will i have hair like them ?
all i can do is giving those envious stare to those dainty girls .
i want to be pretty .

 

 toodles ! j . xx