It's been almost 5 months since my last post . i didn't have time to post - well , actually i do but i've been verrryyyy busy (and lazy) . i wrote this in my school lab because i'm bored , yes pardon my boredness .
so we are having english class , and we are talking about this novel titled "Little Prince" . we are discussing it to a part , until we are coming to a chapter which we are talking about death . He told us something that is getting my head .
Almost everyone in life is chasing for powers , wealth . yes , sure powers and wealth is an important thing to mankind to fulfill our happiness , but think of it , does that are all that counts ? there is one thing that is above power , it started with the letter D - death . To think of it , if you are dead , those powers are nothing , your wealth will be meaningless . There are like 3 billions people in this world , and we are only 1 of THAT 3 billions . and if we are dead , we are gone for good . yes , someone will cry for you , your friends , family will cry for you . But what about the rest of the world ? you are nothing to them . What will you give the world to remember ? Will you be THAT common people ?
To think of it , honestly i'm so scared to even think or imagine about my future . i have been very ignorant lately . my life has been so unproductive - procastination in my very best . i am a type of person that wanted to be something and i know exactly what i want , i know how it is , but i'm not willing to fight for it . for instance , i always wanted to be a fashion blogger . but i'm so lazy (and busy , but since my busy-ness is not a good excuse , oh - wells) that it's so hard for me to be one . I know that i didn't have "that" body and "that" looks to be one . but i want to be one . i don't know why . and to recall what sir JD told us , makes me realize . i don't want to waste my time for something useless . i want to be someone that knows what her dream is and willing to do something to reach it . Everyone can dream , but not all can fulfill her dream . right ?